Why so angry? lol

Double mistake, i need glasses now, how could i not notice the s after the "Mr" pffff crazy, lol, i did press on watch you and scrolled down only after, that's why i was shocked and went back up and realised you're a girl, well, that aside, about the world, i can't feel how you do about the future and the kids, for to me, they aren't suppose to be brought to life, clonage and doing baby isn't so different, the only difference is that humans hide themselves behind the "it's a gift from the sky" in the end, it's still a decision about playing the god they so believe in without really knowing or lying to themselve that they aren't trying to act as god doing so, thus, what becomes of that child, won't make much of a difference, for the root was already wrong, so even if the child turns to become a good person, it will be in a world full of evil, if you get what i mean, can't just help it, i keep finding answers and questions, it never ends, really need to pause a bit about thinking this much :s i accumulated so much frustration of staring at the world from where i stand, i don't even feel pity, rather, sad to be here, wasting so much of my mind about it!

......... eeerh, gosh, how embarassing, if i could i'd hide myself for eternity, i thought you were a boy, lol, i never checked all your info, and just concluded you're a boy from your avatar, >______< sorry!!!!!! lol, i don't remember the last time i felt so embarassed, tssssk, i saw Naomi while scrolling down and was curious for i saw no user named like that, sorry again about that :s

Hehe, well, i was impressed cause your replies almost phrased, no, they always phrased the way i think and (feel) for i still doubt at this line, about things around me, but the way i differ is, i allow myself to judge, somehow, don't know if you did watch death note, lol, but that's the best way to describe the far i would go, but i wouldn't try to become god, that's the difference between me and Kira, this world, is too sick to me to be ruled, and even if i say "world" or "people" am aware that not everyone is the same, but, if you ask, to me, humanity is like, an awesome cake, which was baked long ago, and was still hot (too hot to eat) then with time, started to cool down, (and reached a phase where it can be said delicious) and then started to rot away (where we are) and most of the cake can't be eaten, and the part that isn't rotten, will either be eaten or fade away to the rotten part too, but just seeing all this isn't enough for me, to be understanding isn't satisfying me, i guess what would really satisfy my hunger is to see that cake gone completly (i could say, i wish the good remains, but you and I both know, these happens only in movies, for there's always a cost in the story)

I cannot find any answer in any religion and I've tried many times, there are too many contradicting things within each and every one of them.

am really sorry, but i totally had to quote this, between you and me, you're more amazing, you came to that conclusion this early, while i had to receive some huge blow to consider that deep inside, i knew that there's nothing rational in this world, it's a huge, no, an enormous accumulated set of lies, made from humans over centuries, and religion is just another stone placed from "a" or "some" hands around here, about being insensitive, lol, i already am since 3 years, and they still don't get it, how far i could go to drag them around, like the low life they are, but well, i got my own stuffs to deal with, like getting far far away from these kind of people, who needs to go every sunday to church and then end doing adultery and such, saying "you can't understand" what hell needs to be understand in this? sigh, but i respect you, that you can think in a really mature and logical way so early, not that i didn't, but like i said, i had to burn myself to accept that fire doesn't burn you inside, it's the people who sets it around you who do burn you inside in the end >____<

*flashes you the biggest smile you have ever seen. My jaw officially snaps off.*
I now require surgery. As my mistress, you are to be held accountable for covering my hospital bills. Have a great day!

Heh...my bad for misunderstanding.

It seems like I'm your slave for eternity now T_T damn you.

Waaaaaaaaaaa sorry really for the late reply Strife, i decided to allow me sometime to log on AP only today, lol, even knowing i am supposed to be rushing out right now, busy life, well, it was nothing dude, seriously i know the feeling, it's quite the same here too, people think of you as some eeerh laboratory rat, and keep trying to carve their way of thinking into you as if it was something bad the way you believe in things, and when you tell them who they are to define who is good or bad, they'd just say that it's not good to be thinking this way, pffff, i curse so much those who say am a pesemist or such, i just see life how it's supposed to be, not like those lies lovers who likes to lie everyday to them and the world, yeah somehow i believe it's about lying since the start, and religion, sigh, it's the biggest lie ever created, but who knows, maybe it was needed at the start for human to stand, it sounds sick though, if religion was needed to help humanity reach where it is right now, all those beliefs and afterlife, then was it even worth? i mean, lol, look at them now, can we really tell they are better than they were before? instead of selling women and stuffs, now it's women who lie around and tempt guys and so, and men just follow the way, oh, that reminds me of some great guy who showed that women always drove great men down, not saying men are better, women are worse, >____< why don't i have a death note :P

And on that note, I can't believe you'd go out at 4am+ o__O

Oh I'm so sorry Naomi
I didn't think they'd catch your interest =P

Hahaha, you never bother me Naomi, don't say it like that =P

I'll always be right here if you need me.

Take care, and sleep well!

[P.S. We're not adults yet, enjoy your teenage years while you can.]

Hahaha, how sweet of you to even bother trying with a procrastinator like me, Naomi~

Thanks! Your encouragement cheer made me smile, and brightened my day significantly.

As for study, I'll get right to- *flops down onto the desk, asleep*

Don't worry it's life and try not to let anyone get you down. I'm always here if you need a friend!

Well to be honest I wouldn't be too concerned about my record considering that it was your first offense, but the graduation thing, I dunno schools nowadays are pretty strict about the zero tolerance act so I would be worried about it. As long as your record remains clean throughout high school, I'm sure that you will get accepted to some elite colleges or some that think they are.

Please keep thinking about your future and realize that this cannot happen again Naomi.

Hello Nomes,
long time no see
hope all is well with you
let me hear news of you when you get the chance
until then I'll be waiting!