MrsStrife

Merry happy Christmas Holidays!!!

Why in the world did you get banned? :/

Hello my Lady! How is life for you these days?

LOL its okay Im late too so we are good hahahahaha! I feel very Welcome to voice my thoughts when in conversing with you...hehehe something we can both relate to right.lol Yes indeed I alsways have fun chattin with you lady Strife! X)

1)My summer vacation is great just trying to keep happy about somethings you know. I have finally gotten to the point where I had to seperate myself from people claiming to be my "real" friends((which was a bunch of bull-s***))But thats the price to pay own my part..I guess.lol

2)(XD)I totally know what you mean too.lol Lately I have been very interested in phychology.The brain is so marvelous and beautiful too me!Its like a key to the person's feelings and deepest thoughts,so its awesome(9+_+).As far as school goes I'm doing alittle studing here and there so I wont be lost when I go back hahaha.

3)hummmm Interesting Anime I have found indeed! Kaze No Stigma,Hell girl,My-Hime(its pretty good),Pandora Hearts I hear everyone is talking about,and Soul Eater.

Yeah I could understand loosing interest in anime,But just think about all the things that attracted you to liking it in the first place!Thats a start,right? Awww Well maybe you summer will change for the best lovie!What do you do while your at home,Besides reading(you are sooo not a nerd for loving to read!s*** I do it all the flipping time HAHAHAHA!therefore,I love being a nerd and a geek,so keep it up girl))XD

Oh my I have got the greatest idea ever!!!! Sinece you have been soo kind to me,what I wanted to do is put you on my page as thanks to you for being there when I needed to talk to someone!!Its could say "The people I adore the most".lol How does that sound to you?

Animepaper is getting quite Boring I might say...I wanna do something to spice it up alittle..or alot hahaha.do you have anything in mind my lady??

(9+_+) Your avatar is sooo dreamy!

Its okay no need to apologize I understand my lady!^^ Wow how was your last year of school? Well what I'm planning on doing is just relaxing and taking it easy but of course the way of life never lets that happen.There are soo many gruaduations parties I have to go to still,I will just have to suck it up and go I guess.LOL

So you looked at a college for september already huh...what are thinking about taking?

I looked at one to and it is the most beautiful college ever.very peaceful I was suprised.HAHA

Yes indeed,Balsa is very pure at heart.whenever ready my lady!

Sorry my lady for gettiing back to you so late HEHE!I had things I neededd to take care of.#.# Yes that is fine with me if you would like to send a P.V message about that subject.

lol it really makes me laugh when people find pleasure in hurting others.that makes me want to...I cant even explain it right now.sigh it just makes me really mad. [quote=MrsStrife]But I do not wait for some divine providence to strike punishment or karma, no I do not operate that way. I like to smash things and people, it's the best way to relive stress believe me. One day I will get old and will eventually have to "talk things out" instead of breaking everything around. But right now while I have the strength to express my feelings in a physical sense, I will do just that. I know that violence never solves anything but sometimes words just don't cut it. And I never throw the first punch without thinking/analyzing the problem first[/quote]Yes that is very true.Alot of people choose not to wait for a divine power to save the evil ones from the the good but that all depends on the kind of person you may be and how much patience you have in waiting for that process to happen...which will we all dont know if it will happen or not.But no matter there are very much so simple things that people should be worring about insted of whats to come in the future!Focus is most important now.

HAHAHA!! Talking things out is not my style too,and is something I have to learn how to like and do.perhaps this may be an understatement but maybe in that catagory we are similar too.When people ask me to let it out I do but its what they want..they want words I give them physical pain.I only give them what I am feeling but my behavior is at its best when with close close friends that I have known over a period of time.Its just extremely frustrating when people ask the same questions over again to...well they like to say "to get inside of your brain to know what you are thinking".and they have to learn that some people dont like that when people that you dont really know and dont have anything in commin try to brain pick.its really annoying....the funny part is though,is that they think your to naive to notice anything but thats were their downfall.The world indeed is a wonderful place to be apart of but how some idiots treat it its their chose and I really hate to say it but those a**holes have been making bad decision lately...such as killing our planet and also and not taking the time to observe the problems rather than shunning them off like they are nothing.But thats an never ending problem that can only really be fixed people just "stop" and "think" but they dont want to so therefore making it an nevering ending circle of destruction and chaos.I do must say though things are mostly horrible...I still some how find tranquility in it all.(I know it sound silly but it is a fact for me)^^

Oh my!Lelouch is a treat for vivid pleasures.And yes indeed he was a God but at the end he all that he wanted he got.What Suzaku did for Lelouch was just the last piece of the equation that was solved or completethat Lelouch wanted so everyone could be free and live the life that was taken away from them.I mean I do admit that what Suzaku did at the end really did ****me off and made me crumble inside but I had to agree with Lelouch because all he wanted was for the world to be a better place.And I'm oh so very happy that Lelouch chose the right thing in not telling his sister in what he had in mind.That showed true mercy on his part as well.Lelouch is very amazing in my eyes! (9+_+)

Oh and I started liking another anime called Moribito:guardian of the spirit. my favorite character in that anime is Balsa!She is very intelligent and is a very determined woman.but her best quality is her loyalty!I love it^o^ hehehe.

HEHE!I like vincent because he is a mysterious charactor,and that goes for me too in the fact that I dont know that much about him either if not nothing at all.Yes I do agree.The voice actor was amazing for vincent.Yes we do llike him for the same reasons and you know what?I got to feel more like him too durring the past few days.its like I totally understood why all the things he did and the way he feels you know...and thats a strong feeling that people who really dont have good intenions do to other poeple.

I am a 100% with you on that.When people try to push others of the edge sort of speak like that....they must be wanting to see what they think as "weaklings" are capable of.Some people make it hard for others to ever trust them and they also make it very difficult not to believe that the human race has so meaning to it.thats how I feel.Still trying to figer things out and why people do the things that they do, and you know it makes me more mad when I find out what people do for actual fun and what they do to other humans just because they were bored.It makes me want to hate they world really.But I must ask why do some poeple leave you wondering...was it something they said...or maybe I should say how they said it?

Well...I cant really think of any thats I like from advent childeren right now but what do you think about kadaj and his gang? I would also love to know if you watch Code Geass?

~~hope to hear from you soon my lady~~

Hehehehe it is clever indeed....but I think that person who made this layout wanted that for unwanted guest.I will see to it that its fixed.lol So you have heard about the well I like to call them the OVA series of FMA.Yes FMA is like love because thats what keeps Edward and Al together and in hope of getting their mom back.Ist amazing how some anime series can have an effect on people like you and I.I always get an intense feeling of love and hate whenever I watch FMA, but can I say....I love it. Yes I agree.I will love to do a R.P with you if you would like lady Strife.^^ I love personalities like that where its just plain and simple,where you dont have to guess about anything and thats how cloud is.hahaha now you ask me about Sephiroth!I think He shell be my husband...he brings clouds personality to the next level.for awhile he put cloud into this miserable mood that basicly made cloud feel like he was a failer at everything..and for some reason I love that about Sephiroth.and I just love the fact that he can do that to people and have that much of control over them.Hahaha he is a very interesting person.what is your view of both Vincent and Sephiroth?

Hey thats me for ya.hahahahaha I like cloud because he is passionate about what he likes and doesnt like. Yeah thats what I'm meant,role playing is alot of fun.you get to make up a charator that your gonna be and you see to it that it has everything that is needed to go with the story line...or however you want it.lol Its amazing some times to see what people come up with hehehe. I have a really good feeling that we are gonna make awesome friends.^^Oh Oh Oh! have you heard about The new FMA or maybe I should say the OVAz of FMA?

It was nice to meet you to.would you like to be friends? Yes I agree with you.the way lelouch is smart and both evil but at the same time very loyal to his siter is a beautiful quality that he has.Cloud is awesome to.he may be quiet at times but he does have a flare about him that is amazing. All though I really do like Alucard from hellsing because he has such a history behind him and it makes me oh so curious to find out why he is the way he is.gives and evil smilebut I guess it would be proper to say that I love guys who are bad asses and yet gental I suppose.lol I would like to ask if you lady Mrsstrife have ever R.P before?

I'm glad btw that we could have this wonderful coversation!heheheheXD

Hey!:) I was just passing by and I saw that you like code geass.I love that anime because it always has me wondering about whats gonna happen next.lol and I love lelouch too.hehehehe who is your favorite charater?

Hi =] thank you for the comment & favorite on my wallpaper Hibari - Katekyo Hitman Reborn! i really appreciate it =D

so back here ... lol, it's almost 3.am, and am having dinner, (XD) that's how life, or no like i usually say, i am no more living, but pretty much surviving, and there's a world of difference, really

am sorry to hear about what happened to you, and you know, not trying to influence your decision or so, but, just mentioning my own experience, if you were to have a kid, you'd rather let him burn himself with a small fire, so that he knows it burns? or protect him all the way, until you're no more there to do so, and he happen to meet a more dangerous fire? i believe the better thing, would be to let people understand the pain, cause i realised, people, humans, love pain more than love itself, this is why the world is as it is, people try to make lot of friends, find love, and created so many silly quests for affection, cause they just love the risk of feeling pain after or messing around, or maybe they just don't care simply of what follows, and just get satisfied with those momentary pleasure or happiness

i can't tell for 100% sure, nor would i be able to tell in a life time, but many people pretend, and many are just plainly sick, and you look to be among the almost non existant few people, who do have a clean mind and heart, and all i wish, sincerely, is that whatever awaits you ahead, that you somehow, never turns into the other side, and cherish the person you've become or might become, cause right now, you're on a path, i've walked sometime ago, and i hope you won't fall into the traps i've fallen for, the only sin i did in my whole life, was to trust people

about your sister, same as for my ... i no more care calling him like that, but, i can't help, if you knew the much he's been up to lately, even you, you'd be frustrated, but i try to stay focus on what has to be done, people can build their own worlds by themselve, so why shall we concern about? when they are old enough to do mistakes, i believe they are old enough to solve them, or at least assume the consequence, we don't have to bear these for them >____<

I'm glad to have someone who I can relate to. Not only that, but she's oh-so-captivating as well. You do know who I'm talking about don't you? ;]

That's what I like to see, a happy Naomi. I hope you remain that way as it suits you better (you're scary when angry lol)

Forgive me for not replying recently. I've been feeling a bit exhausted (both physically and emotionally), so I haven't exactly been in my best mood. I'm kinda tired and moody. I hope you're doing fine though.

/(OoO)/ Why so angry? lol

double mistake, i need glasses now, how could i not notice the s after the "Mr" pffff crazy, lol, i did press on watch you and scrolled down only after, that's why i was shocked and went back up and realised you're a girl, well, that aside, about the world, i can't feel how you do about the future and the kids, for to me, they aren't suppose to be brought to life, clonage and doing baby isn't so different, the only difference is that humans hide themselves behind the "it's a gift from the sky" in the end, it's still a decision about playing the god they so believe in without really knowing or lying to themselve that they aren't trying to act as god doing so, thus, what becomes of that child, won't make much of a difference, for the root was already wrong, so even if the child turns to become a good person, it will be in a world full of evil, if you get what i mean, can't just help it, i keep finding answers and questions, it never ends, really need to pause a bit about thinking this much :s i accumulated so much frustration of staring at the world from where i stand, i don't even feel pity, rather, sad to be here, wasting so much of my mind about it!

........... eeerh, gosh, how embarassing, if i could i'd hide myself for eternity, i thought you were a boy, lol, i never checked all your info, and just concluded you're a boy from your avatar, >______< sorry!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol, i don't remember the last time i felt so embarassed, tssssk, i saw Naomi while scrolling down and was curious for i saw no user named like that, sorry again about that :s

hehe, well, i was impressed cause your replies almost phrased, no, they always phrased the way i think and (feel) for i still doubt at this line, about things around me, but the way i differ is, i allow myself to judge, somehow, don't know if you did watch death note, lol, but that's the best way to describe the far i would go, but i wouldn't try to become god, that's the difference between me and Kira, this world, is too sick to me to be ruled, and even if i say "world" or "people" am aware that not everyone is the same, but, if you ask, to me, humanity is like, an awesome cake, which was baked long ago, and was still hot (too hot to eat) then with time, started to cool down, (and reached a phase where it can be said delicious) and then started to rot away (where we are) and most of the cake can't be eaten, and the part that isn't rotten, will either be eaten or fade away to the rotten part too, but just seeing all this isn't enough for me, to be understanding isn't satisfying me, i guess what would really satisfy my hunger is to see that cake gone completly (i could say, i wish the good remains, but you and I both know, these happens only in movies, for there's always a cost in the story)

[quote]I cannot find any answer in any religion and I've tried many times, there are too many contradicting things within each and every one of them.[/quote] am really sorry, but i totally had to quote this, between you and me, you're more amazing, you came to that conclusion this early, while i had to receive some huge blow to consider that deep inside, i knew that there's nothing rational in this world, it's a huge, no, an enormous accumulated set of lies, made from humans over centuries, and religion is just another stone placed from "a" or "some" hands around here, about being insensitive, lol, i already am since 3 years, and they still don't get it, how far i could go to drag them around, like the low life they are, but well, i got my own stuffs to deal with, like getting far far away from these kind of people, who needs to go every sunday to church and then end doing adultery and such, saying "you can't understand" what hell needs to be understand in this? sigh, but i respect you, that you can think in a really mature and logical way so early, not that i didn't, but like i said, i had to burn myself to accept that fire doesn't burn you inside, it's the people who sets it around you who do burn you inside in the end >____<

flashes you the biggest smile you have ever seen. My jaw officially snaps off. I now require surgery. As my mistress, you are to be held accountable for covering my hospital bills. Have a great day!

:3

Heh...my bad for misunderstanding. #(u_u)#

It seems like I'm your slave for eternity now T_T Damn you.

waaaaaaaaaaa sorry really for the late reply Strife, i decided to allow me sometime to log on AP only today, lol, even knowing i am supposed to be rushing out right now, busy life, well, it was nothing dude, seriously i know the feeling, it's quite the same here too, people think of you as some eeerh laboratory rat, and keep trying to carve their way of thinking into you as if it was something bad the way you believe in things, and when you tell them who they are to define who is good or bad, they'd just say that it's not good to be thinking this way, pffff, i curse so much those who say am a pesemist or such, i just see life how it's supposed to be, not like those lies lovers who likes to lie everyday to them and the world, yeah somehow i believe it's about lying since the start, and religion, sigh, it's the biggest lie ever created, but who knows, maybe it was needed at the start for human to stand, it sounds sick though, if religion was needed to help humanity reach where it is right now, all those beliefs and afterlife, then was it even worth? i mean, lol, look at them now, can we really tell they are better than they were before? instead of selling women and stuffs, now it's women who lie around and tempt guys and so, and men just follow the way, oh, that reminds me of some great guy who showed that women always drove great men down, not saying men are better, women are worse, >____< why don't i have a death note :P